alcohol, marijuana
euphoria, the brains reward system, moodiness, lethargy, verbal fluency and damage, expression, passion
enabling cultures, acceptance, friends, laughing at life/having a good time, community,
types of memory, memory loss, incomplete thoughts, thought loops
psychological addiction, rationalization and cravings, “were celebrating”, mental/physical health decline, self-awareness, dream loss
escapism, pensiveness, agoraphobia, the absurdity of repetition, bill murray & groundhogs day, hell is repetition quote,
the negativity and anxiety of ‘using’ alone, financial waste, the ‘as long as you don’t bother anybody’ peacekeeper mentality,
watching people drunk/high while being sober, the unwanted reward of sobriety and presence, intellectualism, how non-users may as well be on drugs anyways
the last time I got drunk/high and what I did, why i don’t use, once is never enough, why I may use again – impulsiveness, the inclination to excess, sludging my mind, a higher self-standard, why its okay to use responsibly, the importance of not judging others
Thoughts of thoughts 